Flopped my meeting

Its kinda usual, with so much in mind, with so much to do, its difficult to pinpoint where to start. I am dazed with a myriad of colors bursting into puffs of smoke. Yes all smoke, thats how my first meeting went. Not too good I would say, but it could have been worst. The final say is that some info got passed down, but it was a dud because our committee is kinda directionless. This is proving to be more arduous then i expected, not to mention having me a blind to lead the blind. Next thing to improve is to get my top few positions more stable people in the front. Got to do this outside meeting time. Do not lose track in my meetings, stick to the agenda and make decisions promptly. Well not so easy when i myself is not sure of the outcome. So where am I going to find a director!!?!??!?! Currently, the plan is there, however, the implementation is still far from perfect. The collaboration of minds is more like a collaboration of 1. Worst of all, I cant seem to get anything part of the meeting right. Something seems to be wrong, I know it. But I cant pin point what is wrong.

So why be a producer??? Perhaps its about time to relook at this quote:
"So do all who live to see such times. But that is not for them to decide. All we have to decide is what to do with the time that is given to us."