Coyote and Roadrunner - Zip 'n' Snort

Damn

Towards the end of the sem

It feels bad thats for sure. Or it would be difficult to say how it feels cause its a myriad of emotions lumped together. Strange to say fusion food taste weird sometimes, but this is worst as there is no way to puke out my heart. I heard this song "Paint the silence" and it makes sense of how i should be feeling now, save that i should be singing to the exam papers. haha. In any case, the higher you hope the harder you fall. It seems falling is seldom an alternative route to take when you want to fly. This sem seems like a tonne of feathers, still falling.

Well, no matter what, unlike that in cartoons, gravity acts on you whether you are looking down or not.

Flopped my meeting

Its kinda usual, with so much in mind, with so much to do, its difficult to pinpoint where to start. I am dazed with a myriad of colors bursting into puffs of smoke. Yes all smoke, thats how my first meeting went. Not too good I would say, but it could have been worst. The final say is that some info got passed down, but it was a dud because our committee is kinda directionless. This is proving to be more arduous then i expected, not to mention having me a blind to lead the blind. Next thing to improve is to get my top few positions more stable people in the front. Got to do this outside meeting time. Do not lose track in my meetings, stick to the agenda and make decisions promptly. Well not so easy when i myself is not sure of the outcome. So where am I going to find a director!!?!??!?! Currently, the plan is there, however, the implementation is still far from perfect. The collaboration of minds is more like a collaboration of 1. Worst of all, I cant seem to get anything part of the meeting right. Something seems to be wrong, I know it. But I cant pin point what is wrong.

So why be a producer??? Perhaps its about time to relook at this quote:
"So do all who live to see such times. But that is not for them to decide. All we have to decide is what to do with the time that is given to us."

The Classic - A classic

Wow, its been a while since i have watched a movie especially with a guy. Sounds gay, but thats what it is like in hall. 2 guys in a room, munching on tid bits and glued to a 15.4' bright view LCD screen supported by true surround sound. Though i wouldn't say the show is academy award standard it still was quite good for a Love Story. Korean it is, and with a name The Classic it doesn't really sound that interesting. While it lives up to a typical Korean setting with tonnes and tonnes of tears and lots of cliche stuff, watching a love movie after so long does make me feel humane again.

Drowned in my work, it becomes more apparent how surreal everything will seem once its all over, this exam, university life, practically everything that was done. Gone in a jiffy! This kinda explains why i have such a poor memory for such events, well unlike studying I dont really have the time to process what I have actually done in my life. Surely, what has this got to do with the show??!?!

Well, The Classic just makes life seem wonderful and miraculous, how a sad love story actually blossoms to a beautiful relationship in the next generation by some mere coincidence. But things in my world never turn out this way, it never works when i dont work for it. I don't believe in pure luck, luck only plays a part when you have greater probability on your side. So when I watch a show that invokes the simple heartwrench it starts to make me wonder if ever such a moment of enlightenment would come, that all this time I was guided unknowingly by some mysterious force to whichever end point. Now its starting to make sense, I don't remember alot of my past because i chose not to, because I chose to look at how the future will be and whatever was done, is done, period. It becomes more significant as I guess, deep within me, despite proving to myself how things should be done on a day to day basis, I still wish my life was more sublime, so that I can absorb the essence of who I am, so that perhaps I will remember who I was or what I did. Reflections feel more complete when you can read thru your life like a book. The only consolation I guess is that people say your life flashes pass your mind just before you die. Perhaps in my last breath of life I can whisper, "Oh, how I wish my life was such!"

Ah-duo-bee!!

Just love adobe photoshop!!! Can make my own picS and edit them to fit anywhere!!!!!! Haha.. the farnie thing is that its quite user friendly and intuitive for such a powerful art engine. You don't need to take course to learn how to use it or read the Dummy's Guide, even for the tougher functions. Just need alot of time, patience, trying out and CTRL Z. Sounds even nicer than MS Excel. Now thats a chore!